It’s Been 6 Years!
Posted by Xine | Filed under Uncategorized
I just looked on my front page and noticed that I have 6 years worth of blogs on this site! To me, that’s insane! It’s hard to believe that I’ve been blogging for that long. I really need to get back into it. I haven’t been letting my feelings out lately. I guess I got against it when I started to censor myself. I’m not online much anymore. I do miss being able to vent and talk about my life but I don’t want to sound sad all the time. I also don’t want to offend or hurt people…so I just keep my feelings inside. I had to write a paper for my class last week. It was so hard writing that paper. I had to put my emotions on paper. I had to let my classmates read it. I felt vulnerable. I used to do that all the time. I used to write and have strangers read it and I never felt like I did the other day. Maybe because I felt that people who came across my site were strangers? Maybe because I thought no one really read my entries? Maybe because no one actually commented on them…I’m not sure why it was different but it was VERY different.