Lately I’ve been wanting to play dress up. Go out and buy fancy dresses and shoes but for what? I have no where to go. I don’t even know any places that are fancy enough for all that jazz around here. And then there’s the problem of me having to go wherever I want to go alone. This sucks.

I feel like such a loser. I need to start eating better. In the last couple of days I’ve had 2 whole pepperoni pizzas, bbq wing dings, 2 italian sub combos from Arby’s which include french fries, 2 apple pies from McDonald’s as well as a hot fudge sundae…and I made brownies tonight. This is not good. I think I had to list it all to see how bad it is. I need to work on it.