It’s surprising who in your life can step up and when. I’ve been going through a great deal of stuff. I’ve been having some mediums, some lows and some under the ground moments. I’m glad that there have been different people popping in my life lately. Most of them are new so I don’t trust them enough to tell them the ins and outs of my life but it’s nice just to be able to talk to people…even if it’s just about simple stuff and get my mind in a right space. I’m trying to treat everything as a learning experience and this whole thing has taught me to make some new friends. I only have one real friend that I tell everything to. Sometimes it is nice to have people to talk to about things that don’t matter…or to have someone to go to the mall with, to a party with, etc. I don’t have any of that because I’m used to staying at home talking to/thinking about the love of my life. So now I have to find something to do with my time.