It’s surprising who in your life can step up and when. I’ve been going through a great deal of stuff. I’ve been having some mediums, some lows and some under the ground moments. I’m glad that there have been different people popping in my life lately. Most of them are new so I don’t trust them enough to tell them the ins and outs of my life but it’s nice just to be able to talk to people…even if it’s just about simple stuff and get my mind in a right space. I’m trying to treat everything as a learning experience and this whole thing has taught me to make some new friends. I only have one real friend that I tell everything to. Sometimes it is nice to have people to talk to about things that don’t matter…or to have someone to go to the mall with, to a party with, etc. I don’t have any of that because I’m used to staying at home talking to/thinking about the love of my life. So now I have to find something to do with my time.

When looking for a place to stay I considered getting a home. A home could be an affordable option if you are able to find a mortgage lenders. Also, when you have a home it feels more like yours because you don’t hear your neighbors entering and exiting the building. You can paint your place the way you like and do your own landscaping. All of that would make me want my own home. Owning something is truly a great feeling.

My feet have been hurting lately. It all started when I went to the job fair the other day. I wanted to wear business shoes. I was on my feet for a long time and did a lot of walking. Now even my most comfortable shoes don’t feel as comfortable as they usually feel. While at the store yesterday I tried on some shoes and they felt like heaven. I think I’m going to buy some Ecco shoes soon. I found a few clog shoes that I really like. I love wearing shoes that you can just slip your feet into so this is right up my alley. Plus they have free shipping on orders over $59. I can’t wait until I have some extra cash available so I can order me some new comfy shoes!

I need a job. I’ve been actively looking for a job since February, if not before then. I’ve been on a numerous amount of interviews and I still don’t have a job. I don’t know what else to do. I feel like I’m not qualified or something. It’s hard. I’ve had a job since I was 17 so it shows that I’m able to keep a job and it also shows that I’m a good worker. I’m also in college and pursuing a degree. It’s like don’t you see that I’m trying? Why are things so hard? I’m not applying for jobs that I’m not qualified for. Sometimes I feel like being in school hurts more than helps because entry level jobs don’t want me because I have experience and jobs that require experience don’t want me because I don’t have enough experience. I’m sitting here wondering what I should do and what my next move is going to be. Everything is standing still because I don’t have a job and without a job I can’t pay off school, I can’t get an apartment and I can’t get a loan. People don’t understand but this is hard but basically I can’t do anything without a job and I have been trying to get one. Things are really hard right now.

Before today I didn’t know you could make spas look so cool and unique. You can create a tropical spa by adding a SpaScenes mural. The mural is a waterproof vinyl that transforms the gray underside of your spa cover into any scene that you want. They have beautiful tequila sunrises, fern falls, white sand palms and red rock falls to name a few. The spa covers are easy to install. You can trim them to fit the size of your spa without any special tools or experience. When considering how much hot tub and landscaping projects are this is a great deal because it is affordable and it will transform your entire backyard. If you are thinking about getting a hot tub or if you already have one then you should look at all the hot tub accessories that are available.

I love purple so the following scene is my favorite. I’m sure you’ll be able to find something that you love as well!

We’re trying to put our home back together. We gutted the house so we have to buy everything from sinks, to bedroom sets, to carpet. I was looking at some farmhouse sinks and they are absolutely gorgeous! When I first heard of farmhouse sinks I thought it was something that you would see on a farm or something but these sinks are contemporary! I would love to have them in my home, especially the black marble.

I’ve been trying to get into my bookworm mode. I love to read but lately I haven’t felt like doing anything. I figure this is the best time to fall in love with reading again. I’ve been looking for some great books online. I’ve been looking at Amazon books. I figure that’s a great start, and searching online puts the world at my fingertips. I already ordered a few books and I can’t wait to get them!

I just wanted to take a moment to say Happy Father’s Day to all the fathers out there. It seems like in our community there are so many dead beat dads that people just overlook Father’s Day. There are some fathers out there doing what they need to do for their children. They may not be around 7 days a week but they still make an effort to visit and provide for their children. I know it’s hard and I commend you for doing what you need to be done. For those of you that are doing it, keep up the good work. For those of you are slacking get it together…you’ll be glad you did.

I have a friend that just bought his first motorcycle. I think first purchases are great but sometimes those first purchases should be thought about before splurging. Motorcycles are expensive and if it’s your first one then it’s probably going to take you a while to get the hang of it, and you might even do some damage to the cycle. I think a smart thing to do is to look into used Harleys and find one that you really like. That way you’ll still have a cool bike but if an unfortunate incident happens you wont feel like you lost a ton of money.

So I got the cellular routers that I mentioned a few blogs ago. I was so happy to receive it in the mail! It’s going to come in handy when I’m at places that don’t have internet connection. I often have my laptop and I can’t use it to connect to the net because there isn’t any internet signals in the area or the signals that do exist are secured connections. With this mobile router I’ll be able to access the internet via a connection provided by my mobile phone sent through the router. In the following video I will be showing the first time I had to actually use the NexConnect router provided by Powerful Signal. I was in my car in a parking lot and I really needed to get some work done. Thanks to the cellular router I was able to do that and much more in a timely manner.