I just updated my about me page. I didn’t realize how outdated it was. I even changed the pic. Everything in the first paragraph was wrong! It’s amazing how much can change over the course of a year…

I need to blog on this site more. I blog on my other site all the time. I guess that’s because my other site is a personal site and I have a lot of things to talk about. I’m up early. I only got three hours of sleep in. There’s a lot on my mind right now. Mostly relationship issues. I have class today and I don’t want to go. I’ve missed at least an entire month in my English class. I think I’ve missed about 6 sessions in Spanish. My professor is getting on me now. He wrote on my exam that I had a 93% participation grade but really that isn’t true because I have 4 absences. I was like really? And I missed 2 days the following week, so I’m guessing I’m at 6. I really don’t like school. I’m paying for it myself and I’m still not motivated to get up and go to class.

I need to talk to someone. I don’t think I have one person in my life that wont be biased. If I talk to this person I know what they’ll say. If I talk to that person I know what they’ll say. I don’t know if I’m looking for advice or if I just need someone to listen. I think it’s the latter. It sucks because I could go to the shrink but I have to schedule nearly a month in advance. What type of mess is that?

I’m sitting up here eating tuna salad & crackers. I know it’s 7:30am. I just feel weird. I didn’t want cereal. I feel like I’m starving. I only ate one meal last night so it’s probably due to that. I’m drinking Vanilla Coca-Cola Zero. This is the exact same meal that I ate last night. Coke Zero isn’t that bad. I bought it last week and I thought it was N-A-S-T-Y. I’ve never been a fan of diet pops. I can’t stand aspartame. When I went home my mom bought Diet Coke and regular Coke. Everyone else in my family is OK with drinking diet pops. That started after I left home because I don’t go for that ish. Anyway, the regular Coke was not good. At all. It had a weird after taste and everything. My little sister let me drink some of her diet pop and it was better! I think that has something to do with me all of a sudden liking Vanilla Coke Zero. I hope I can keep this up. I bought 2 boxes of it. I’m trying to drink diet pop not so much for my weight but for my teeth. My dentist was mean to me and basically said I can’t have sugar anymore. I’m trying to follow the rules. I went to a nutritionist and they told me so many times to stop drinking regular pop and I never listened. After one visit to the dentist I’m drinking diet pop. I value my teeth!

This blog turned random really fast. Christmas is in less than a month! The last day of school is in 2 weeks!

Speaking of school…I’m thinking about taking off another semester. I probably wont but I know I want to.