I love to stay up to date on my phones and what not. When I first got to school peeps said everytime they saw me I had a new phone. Which was true. I didn’t get a new phone everyday but I got one often. At least twice a year. That has really changed. I think I’ve had the same two phones for the past 2 years. Crazy! I wanted to get a Sidekick 3 but I wasn’t completely sold on it. I liked the SK 2 more. The SK 3 seemed flimsy. Now that I’m 2 generations behind I want the SK LX but I don’t want to spend $300 for a phone. I’m going to figure something out. $300 seems like a bit much. Maybe I’m more real. Bills are real. Debt is real. I’m living a real life and I’m making all the money so maybe that’s why I’m thinking twice about this. Once I get things under control maybe I’ll think about it more seriously. Hopefully I’ll have a handle on things by April. Hopefully I’ll figure out some of my money problems by December/January. That’s what I hope. I don’t have money to be wasting on a phone. Especially now since I don’t know if I’ll have a job in two week. Life is hard. Times are hard. Money is thin. Gotta pay the bills and hopefully I’ll have some money to spend soon.

Hopefully if I hold out someone will get me the LX for Christmas. That would be soooo awesome!