Everyone knows that I’m a Jordin Sparks FANATIC! I love her. I think she’s beautiful/adorable/sweet/kind. I’m also really happy for her because I picked her before they showed Idol. You know, when they broadcast the commercials. I’m like she should win! I just thought she was cute and had a nice voice. Then when I saw her audition I was still rooting for her. Throughout the show I was rooting for her. Even when she messed up Christina Aguilera’s “Reflection” I was hoping she didn’t get voted off. That’s rare. I usually get mad when people mess up Xtina, but not this time. Today I was disturbed when I saw this:

It looks like she lost weight. A lot of weight. It could be the photo shoot, the camera, the angle or something but she looks skinny! What happened to those curves that she was oh so proud of. I’m a curvacious girl and to see another curvacious woman of color get voted as the American Idol really made me happy in the inside. It gave me hope. Now it looks like she’s been on some type of Nicole Richie diet. I hope this isn’t true. I hope my eyes are playing tricks with me…