Back again….Chrissy’s back…tell a friend! Haha…I wasn’t really gone since I was still blogging in the computer labs and whatnot, but my room is powered up with the internet. It just took calling those people over and over and sending them proof that it wasn’t my system acting up. Then calling them again. And then a little frustration to get them to really come and fix it. But the entire dorm is back up. How cool is that?!?! Well since I blogged a few hours ago I wont get into detail with that again. You can read that below if you like. I’m just gonna do this lil survey that I got from my friends site.

Seven things that scare me:
1. Losing my parents
2. Losing my siblings
3. Loneliness
4. Losing my love
5. Losing my friends
6. Losing my mind
7. Death

Seven things I like the most:
1. Family
2. Music
3. Poetry
4. Computer
5. Writing
6. Phone
7. Singing

Seven important things in my room:
1. Me
2. Reflections ~ A Personal Anthology (a book filled with my most personal poems)
3. My computer
4. My phone
5. My bed
6. My CD’s
7. My microwave & fridge

Seven random facts about me:
1. I’ve been doing the stage thing so much that stage presence comes naturally even though I still consider myself shy
2. I was in love with someone for 6 years and now it’s better off saying that was a mistake rather than a relationship
3. It’s easier to type about how I feel in a blog rather than talk to a person
4. I’m a chickaflexatarian
5. I need to lose weight
6. I always find a way to legally make some extra cash
7. I’ve been mutually in love twice

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Get married
2. Have children
3. Publish a book
4. Make a CD
5. Get my Ph.D.
6. Master 3 instruments
7. Buy a sports car

Seven things I can do:
1. Write poetry & stories
2. Type
3. Fix stuff
4. Kiss
5. Lift weights
6. Photography
7. Talk on the phone for hours

Seven things I can’t do:
1. Remember stuff
2. Speak another language fluently
3. Swim
4. Climb a ladder
5. Sleep without a fan on
6. Live without my sisters witty remarks
7. Draw like my brother

Seven things I say the most:
1. whatEVER
2. yep
3. mmhmm
4. oh
5. okay
6. hmm
7. hello

Seven celeb crushes:
1. Christina Aguilera
2. Alicia Keys
3. Nelly
4. Will Smith
5. Jessica Alba
6. Tyrese
7. Christina Milian

Seven people who will have to do this:
Nope…don’t think so

I know that since my internet is down I haven’t been blogging a lot lately. Actually I think I still blog more than most. I miss the net, but not as much as I expected to miss it. I don’t know. I’m hoping to get my internet fixed sometime tonight since I proved to them it was the jack and not my laptop. So yea. I don’t know if I’ll stick around here though. I might do random updates, or I might come back full force. I just don’t know. A lot has been happening in my life. And I have been working a lot…and once school starts I know I’ll be swamped. I’m thinking about making a blog like I use to have at Poetically-Speaking. Or I might just use my other LJ. I’m just not feeling the whole net scene anymore. It use to be fun when I had friends to share it with, but I’m not gonna harp on that. Times are different now…people have changed…things have changed. I’m gonna use this time to grow as an individual and stop depending on people to always be there for me. I need to stop thinking that I should always be included in everything, because it has been this way forever. I honestly don’t know why I’ve been expecting things to be different.

It’s funny how you can tend to speak people up. This has happened to me twice in the past week. Friday I was talking about my ex’s cousin, and an old friend of mine. Why did my ex’s cousin show up in church that following Sunday, and the friend showed up in church today. I’m like WOW. That’s weird, especially since I haven’t seen the cousin in a good 4 years. Oh well, I guess that’s how things are, sometimes…

Well I’m about to go to work and then practice, practice, practice when I get home…I got an audition ace. Wish me luck! I’m no longer sore I’m getting back into the habit of working out, and at first it was pulling all my muscles, but yea, I’m doing good

Oh, and btw…I did get my fridge and I went shopping yesterday with my sibs

Recommended movies: Taxi & Hitch ♥ Will Smith…he’s so dreamy…

I know I’ve been gone for a while. I’ve been extremely busy…and on top of that the internet in my room has been down for days They just opened the computing site in the dorms today, which is why I’m blogging.

Life has been stressful. I’ve been trying to deal with everything though. My family was in a HUGE fight and I feel like I’m not of any help at all since I’m here, but I also wonder if it would make things worse if I’m there. I don’t know.

I still don’t have a fridge because my father still hasn’t showed up Paypal gets on my nerves because my account is still backed up. UGH!

I’m soooo broke. I’m taking paypal donations, lol. I’m hoping that I get my refund check on the scheduled date. There’s a chance that I might not though, since my check was turned in late

I’ve been watching a lot of movies. Perks for working at a video store. I have to work Sat-Mon so I know I’ll be feeling swamped. I need to get a car soon because walking back to the dorms at 1am when it’s pitch black outside is not cool I still haven’t told my father about my job because he’ll just yell at me and tell me to quit, when in all actuality I’m trying to buy a car and save up $2,000 so I can wipe out some bills.

I really need to go to the bookstore and figure out what books I need and around how much they will cost. Bookstores are ripoffs so hopefully I can find them online. My schedule is pretty cool. MWF I get out at 1pm; Tues I get out at 5 and Thurs I get out at 4. I start at 10am on all days

I don’t really have anything to do tonight. I might just stay in my room and chill since I’m too lazy to even try to do something with my hair I can’t even go to Meijer Madness because I don’t have my refrigerator. I mean I could buy noodles and non-perishable stuff, but if I’m gonna stand in a 2 hour line full of college kids I want it to be worth while!!! I might go knock on a few doors and visit a few people if they aren’t out partying or grocery shopping. I’ll try to blog again…soon…and hopefully by then my net will be fixed.

Take care and have a great weekend and holiday