I’m so tired of people being so inconsiderate. This is why I have problems with communicating…it never fails…as soon as I tell someone what’s wrong with me/how I feel they take it as a weakness and just walk all over me. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of people wanting to be my friend or associating with me because it’s beneficial to them. I’m tired of people talking about me behind my back. But you know what I’m really tired of…I’m tired of putting up with this bullshit. I’m tired of thinking that you are different…I’m tired of trusting…I’m tired of putting my morals on the line. I care too much, and I’m too damn nice. I put up with stuff that I know I don’t deserve. I’m so hurt right now because I thought this person was my friend, but not only did they lie to me and hurt me…they pulled me out of my character. I did something that I now regret. I don’t see why it’s so hard for me to learn my lesson. This happened before, not with the same friend, but this situation happened. Even before this all happened I told them how I felt and what I went through, and they said they understood, but now I understand. They only did what benefited them. It’s cool though. Life shall go on. I’m so pissed and bitter right now. Luckily I don’t have time to worry about it since I’m studying for a Biology exam that’s on money. The joys of life…