Today has been a really good day. Last night my floor had a power outage and My television, fan, and alarm clock broke I was mad because that happened no more than 10 minutes after my internet was fixed. I go to the front desk this afternoon and protest. They have issues. The boy down there is cool cause he remembers me from last year, but his manager…grrr! That man has issues. He came up to my room to see if I was lying so I plug the stuff in for him. He says how do I know the plug is working. I show him that the fridge is plugged into the same thing and it’s working. He then unplugs everything and tries for himself. He said he’s never seen this happen and I should call fix-it. I ask him what are they gonna do? Last time I checked they fixed room problems and not appliances. Whatever. I just wanted him out of my room so I didn’t even press it. I might go down to Central Campus to talk to the people that can give me answers.

I saw my friend on the bus today. First time this year. I called their phone and told them to turn around. We were like hey…since we keep missing each other. We ate lunch, and I came to an overall conclusion. Guys are scum. Yep. Why? Okay, I’m the type who doesn’t have many friends because I don’t like to “let people in”…and even still I tend to have more male friends than females because females bring issues. Out of all those male friends all have hurt me in some way or another. And even though I did get hurt there is still one friend that I do trust because doing our entire friendship he never turned anything into sexual and the only thing that was shared was a kiss. That kiss made everything hard because no matter how I try to put it…it just wasn’t supposed to happen. Anyway, that’s the only male friend I know I can call up and just cry to if I ever needed to without hearing any BS.

But back to my reason why guys are scum. Why the fuck do they have to make everything so sexual? You ask them if you’re their friend…they say you’re an associate because you wont do something for them. You ask them to take you somewhere they ask you what will you do for them. You can just be talking about random things and they ask you something totally out of the question. It’s not cute. It’s not even necessary. I wrote 2 blogs similar to this yesterday but I didn’t post them because they got deleted so I said to hell with it, and I was going to leave it alone. Until today. Until the exact same thing happened today. What the fuck is the problem? I don’t know how you go around getting girls, but that is not a way to approach me. I get annoyed when the first thing that comes out of a guys mouth is ‘you got a man’. Ugh. Which is why I respond with ‘No, I got a girl’ and walk away. This is where I miss having long hair. I need something to flip across my shoulders. I really use to be a nice approachable person, but nope…people want to call me a bitch so I’ll really give them something to talk about. I’m still nice, but not as nice as I use to be. I guess I’m finally getting fed up.

I need to go take a shower and wash my hair. I have to take pics for the poster today and since I’m trying to cut down on the heat I’m gonna do the wet/curly look. My hair looks hott. It’s different shades and now all the different dyes I had over the summer are all starting to blend in. I want to get it dyed like T-boz’s cause I like the different colors. I want to be in so much stuff, but I know I’ll never have the time. My inbox is full of audition dates for this and that but I can’t do it.

I’m tired of these credit card people contacting me. Goodness gracious. I was considering quitting my job, but I still have a lot of things to take care of since I went to another school in the summer and that really puts me behind…so I’ll keep it and work off that debt. Hopefully I’ll be all set by the time spring rolls around. I should stop rambling and go take care of some business. I missed this whole typing about whatever I want thing