I know that since my internet is down I haven’t been blogging a lot lately. Actually I think I still blog more than most. I miss the net, but not as much as I expected to miss it. I don’t know. I’m hoping to get my internet fixed sometime tonight since I proved to them it was the jack and not my laptop. So yea. I don’t know if I’ll stick around here though. I might do random updates, or I might come back full force. I just don’t know. A lot has been happening in my life. And I have been working a lot…and once school starts I know I’ll be swamped. I’m thinking about making a blog like I use to have at Poetically-Speaking. Or I might just use my other LJ. I’m just not feeling the whole net scene anymore. It use to be fun when I had friends to share it with, but I’m not gonna harp on that. Times are different now…people have changed…things have changed. I’m gonna use this time to grow as an individual and stop depending on people to always be there for me. I need to stop thinking that I should always be included in everything, because it has been this way forever. I honestly don’t know why I’ve been expecting things to be different.

It’s funny how you can tend to speak people up. This has happened to me twice in the past week. Friday I was talking about my ex’s cousin, and an old friend of mine. Why did my ex’s cousin show up in church that following Sunday, and the friend showed up in church today. I’m like WOW. That’s weird, especially since I haven’t seen the cousin in a good 4 years. Oh well, I guess that’s how things are, sometimes…

Well I’m about to go to work and then practice, practice, practice when I get home…I got an audition ace. Wish me luck! I’m no longer sore I’m getting back into the habit of working out, and at first it was pulling all my muscles, but yea, I’m doing good

Oh, and btw…I did get my fridge and I went shopping yesterday with my sibs

Recommended movies: Taxi & Hitch ♥ Will Smith…he’s so dreamy…